Shh..U found Me=)

2011-12-11T00:09:00.001+08:00

Guys,I moved.

http://youneverbeenhere.tumblr.com/

2011-07-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

In the end, it still u guys that help me though..;)
Thanks guys..words just too hard to express how grateful i am
Thank you all for still have trust in me
Yesterday was the day, i feel hope, feel joy even though it was such a thing

Brothers and family for life.

2011-07-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

i Need these keys real bad.

2011-07-05T21:58:00.003+08:00

Was sending files through bluetooth frm my old phone. "I'm attached to her!" appeared. hahs..some may get it some may not. Hmm..missed those moments, but it aint coming back though. Stay Happy gal.. =)

2011-06-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time,i met u
someone sweet and caring.
lively as always..
back thn i saw the most beautiful smile
dumb and stupid i may be,problems lots in just a month

We got together way too fast,
not understand each of us
in the end 3weeks was all we lasted. =(

I got my chance to know u more.
Falling for u, like a bottomless pithole
All my heart, hope that u will be my gal
there came another. courting u.
He was chosen over me, all i can do was to wait.
staying by ur side, believing one day u will be mine.

Holding on to the hopes, i kept trying
trying to get ur heart..
things happened, we became ears for each other problems.

We drifted apart.
hoping that u feel something missing as days passed.
u didn't, i was upset.
Till u got sick.injured. i got worried. i gave in.
i wanted u to happy, healthy and return to the lively u.

there were once,u may tink wat i did, came with a motive of havin something in return.
all the while till thn, the motive were to be with u.
but till certian point, ur actions thought me.
all became straight frm my heart.

once,i had u..for a while..for a moment..
i fell, i tried and..i failed miserably..
i learn to love, to care, to be there.
day by day went, i thought i had let go of u..
now that u asked me to let go..i realise im lost..totally.
i read ur msg over n over again.
i dun understand, as came back to the question i once asked u..

no matter wat, be happy gal.
i want to see u xin fu, healthy.
u once asked me wat was it that make me fell for u
i told feelings, the other half was
u were the only one, tat could cheer me up even whn im sad deep inside.
just by keeping company, ur beautiful smile.
u just make me feel happy somehow.

*takes a deep breath* Love u, serene hong xD
bye...

2011-06-19T01:03:00.002+08:00

i wonder alone with a missing heart..
there came back the broken one..
maybe i just been fooling myself all this while..
The Empty Me.

2011-06-18T14:55:00.001+08:00

For a moment, i thought the feeling came..
now im all confused again

2011-06-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

Till the day.
You got robbed by the Devil.
Where scars remains.
For the debts of Sins isn't paid.

2011-05-22T17:04:00.004+08:00

I dunno if u were happy having me ard,but i was happy have u been there for me.
Its just hard to let go of someone i want to hang on to for so long...
even though i have worn out holding on to her..
what was it that others can do, but i cnt do for u..
deep inside my heart's still with u..
i really duno wats going on in my mind..
but take care gal='(
Been missing ur company lately.

i'm still here..if u nid me..

2011-05-09T01:45:00.002+08:00

thanks you for ur care n corcern for someone who get into so much of trouble ever since primary sch.thanks for ur tolerance for someone who is hot temper, impulsive and nvr put in best effort for studies=/. im really happy to noe tat u really like the drama set, promise u one day i will take photos u will be proud of. Happy Mother Day mum, love you.

peace out.

2011-04-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

one of the multi frames shot that i took..didnt turn out tat well anw, recently getting kinda
weird feeling, confused..wondering alone.
and fuck!! blackbird fly still ICU ,life without a camera's company is freaking weird and boring.

2011-04-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

心里开心，认为你过得开心。
心里伤心，你默默地消失。。不找我了。。
心里孤单，少了你的陪伴。。
心里想你，希望一天，你也想起我。
那天突然出现，对不起。。

2011-03-23T16:47:00.003+08:00

i seen to be sleeping my life away esp tis few days...zzZ bad feeling abt tis..sleeping like some coma patient..yawn~

2011-03-21T04:36:00.002+08:00

Lone Tree by maurese.
Few hours before i can go to slp=D...recently its been like tis,even since my parents once again repeat their drama..mm..somewhere aft i injured my toe ligament. Nowdays its 5am-3/4pm slp time and 4pm-4am wake time..yea i noe..shld hav been the other way round. However,thats one the ways for me to avoid my family since i can hardly move abt to go out. And damn...money all goes to sensei for treatment..T.T haaiahhsss.....now it became real hard to catch up my fren n bros as well..mostly whn im awake,they would hav gone way far in lala land...haiz.Sometimes,kinda sadded whn facebook posts i was expecting a reply..didnt get through=/ , maybe they are busy ba. hopefully on tues appmt sensei will bandage again...its fucking disgusting.hmm..its 5am..wat beats u hearing ur dad cough such tat he cnt slp...haiz...wat to do wat to do.I'm out~

2011-03-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i just hope i was born without a family.Maybe most ppl tinks having a complete family is a real blessing.To a certain extent i agree.However,not all are happy tgt i guess.

Just like mine,having the daily routine of going home,with everyone doing their own stuff.

The only time whn ppl communicate to each other,will be whn quarrel starts.Everyday, same drama keep occur in my hse.I'm really tired of it...a timebomb is just slowing building itself within me.One day if it explodes.I really dunno wat will happen.I'm tired..all drained up.

2011-02-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

爸妈离婚吧，放手一博。

2011-02-02T20:49:00.003+08:00

recently,been on a routine kinda lifestyle.

everyone seem to be busy wit their own stuff and studies.
as i looked back in life,there maybe still regrets.

however,along the way i found many true friends and bros.

although,i tend to a loner sometimes.

but now i noe that i'm a blessed wit great frens and bros in my life.

hence,i doubt there's much more to regret.

everyone lives once,so i shall live it to the fullest.

thank you again wendy and sammie,

upon recieving i may not noe how to express.

but deep inside,i'm moved to tears=')

with lots of gratitude,

Zi Kai.=)

2011-01-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

sometimes,whn u noe u cnt do anything..the only thing is to watch..

sometimes,whn u worry abt tat somebody..the only thing is to believe..

sometimes,u know u shldn't do anything..bcas u noe u cnt giv her happiness she seeks..

i am still here,where u left..

always take care,to tis stupid gal..:')

come back soon,as i will still wait as promised:)..

2010-12-24T15:24:00.003+08:00

Define friend..Explain what ur doing..

Some things i just don't wan to put it so obvious doesn't mean i'm harmless

Promised her,so im holding back..

One day,something goes wrong,there goes urs as well

DONT TRY ME

lyric all for u goddamn it

2010-12-12T13:38:00.002+08:00

i looked up in the sky,took of shot of wat i felt..it just ignited..

2010-12-03T21:21:00.002+08:00

wat can i do wit feeling so blank..lone.

2010-11-14T23:58:00.000+08:00

我真是个不孝子.....

2010-11-09T22:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes..life just sucked..wear a mask,live another character...fcuk..

2010-11-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

chose to hide...

2010-10-29T02:59:00.001+08:00

when can we take bus home tgt like last time? =/..........

2010-10-11T03:29:00.003+08:00

went out for a small gathering organised by cerlyn @marina square.had buffet,which eventually end with me getting a forfeit for a game.just hope everyone had fun hahas xD.somehow as we went walking ard,some things just remind me of you.been a while since i tried to nt contact u..maybe just bcas i dun hav the courage or capacity to face ur replies..i tried real hard this time,putting a lot of effort...as i blieve ur happier tis way without me the bothering u..i thought i could do it,but aft 2day i suppose maybe i could'nt or maybe i shld just put in more efforts..no matter wat, i can only say that i truely missed ur company..really missed u gal...if only i could do something for u i guess...wished tat u still rmb theres still someone here promised to help as long as he could...stay well..

2010-09-29T14:47:00.003+08:00

i dun really noe wat happen though...somehow we spaced...maybe it just takes more than fate to meet u...till now i still could not really get used, sure misses the times i used to be able spend wit u..even though some of those days may not happy ones but content to be able to hlp u sometime, aso to hav ur company=)..so many days passed, i dunno but things seems to be better for u tis way..so i suppose, i shall let it be..even through deep inside im still struggling..very hard..

i'm still here..for u..

just...dun forget me k..hmm..

2010-09-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

A glance from you seems so hard....wat did i do...

2010-09-20T04:16:00.003+08:00

Back to this solitary world, really gives me lots of time to spend recalling , thinking abt lots of things happening in this pretty messed-up life of mine. Day by day , one thing after another...things just never ends isnt? One day, if this family falls apart , i will never be amazed. hmm..been a few days since i last met u..lots of stuff i hope to ask, to know , to share..however things changed..or rather back=(..maybe something happened, hope will get to know if i could help..get well soon with the long cough u been havin ya..rest well for work n maybe even have some herbal tea..

2010-09-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

day by day..wondering..wat shld i do?

Rainbow..

2010-09-10T02:32:00.006+08:00

Rainbow...wonderful colours tat u bring after rain.Not matter how beautiful it is,sometimes its just couldn't be kept it along with you all the while isn't it? drifting away and reappear again;(..sometimes admiring frm afar is the only to be done..be happy rainbow..an admirer frm afar..waiting for u~

这几天,

想了很久

我只想对你好,没别人了..

07/09/2010

2010-09-07T23:32:00.002+08:00

recently haven been able to chat wit u much..phonecalls..msn..sms..everytime it end so fast. Maybe ur busy ba..just hope to a chance to have looooong chat wit you=),just like last time=) maybe just once?=D

btw,how are you tis few days? didnt get to ask u much though...hope ur doing fine k =). nid to carry on wit studying i suppose,call me anytime whn ur free if can k! i'm always waiting~ ;)

2010-09-03T19:54:00.001+08:00

hmm...careful ar..=S

26/08/2010

2010-08-26T03:14:00.005+08:00

After all these hardwork,it finally come to the day. Days and nights its came to tis point,whn i no longer can do much for you...glad to know tat u really like it.Happy 18th gal..so happy tat i get to see you after all tis while..Only regret was having not able to chat wit u much..right now...with nothing in target..nothing more i can do for you..im lost,wondering through the night.such emptiness..nth else than to look out for u in a distant..hoping i can still hlp u out some way..

24/08/2010

2010-08-24T01:29:00.002+08:00

indeed...till now somethings been missing...=/..come back?... pls?...

22/08/2010

2010-08-22T03:20:00.002+08:00

soon i will finish the present for u le=)..hmm..wondering..how are you tis few days?...im been working hard to piece the stuffs tgt tis few days,hope u will like it whn u recieve it k!=).3more days to wait...finally i can get to see u ya..finally..=D

18/08/2010...

2010-08-18T01:03:00.002+08:00

1week is all tats left=(...day by day we space out...became one of the hardest thing to get off my mind...piano no longer helps much anymore gal...trying but still i do think of you..;(

16/08/2010..9days left..

2010-08-16T19:47:00.002+08:00

9days left n counting....are we really gonna continue tis way...just hope all these can change...sometimes just wish i can take a look on how ur doing..not much time left ya=(..looking forward to see u on ur birthday gal..

2010-08-13T16:43:00.002+08:00

i will wait for u, for ur ans....i dunno wat to do but as long as its is wat u best thn i will try my best to fufill it.i really dun wan to see u like tis gal...i sat dwn the whole night to think of a solution..but i cnt find one..wat shld i do gal.......tell me..

2010-08-11T14:20:00.002+08:00

小乌龟完成了！=D
Birthday: 10/08/2010
Birth Hr: 12.56am
Weight: ard 200g xD

hmm...no movement at home..stiff air~silent sounds~wat are u doing now gal? =)

小乌龟快完成了=)

2010-08-10T03:36:00.003+08:00

小乌龟快完成了=), 就差几只脚! =D hahas!

1 year past...

2010-08-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

another year passed...national day out wit cerlyn derrick yong zhen n wei sheng. hows ur coughing le? hope its getting better. sometimes just hope we can chat for little bit longer.

=)=(

2010-08-08T19:38:00.002+08:00

went for haircut n dye tgt..happy tat we went tgt=) somehow i got a feeling tat ur upset wit something..hmm..just hope u will tell me if theres anything tat made u upset..cas i will try my best to hlp u out if i can...just tat..i dunno wat to do..whn such situations come..whn i could get a clue..while sudden awkwardness came...but no matter wat,i enjoy being wit u, and having ur company gal!!=)

05/08/2010..hmm...

2010-08-05T01:41:00.000+08:00

right now...im really confused...stucked..wat shld i do..??

03/08/2010.....

2010-08-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

1 day pass...1day nearer le..i lost the smiley faces..how can i get them back...;( gal....how do i get them back?....;(

=(

2010-08-02T01:04:00.004+08:00

days just keep getting nearer and nearer...dun come so fast..giv me a little while more=(...just a little will do...sometimes just hope to have more time to talk with you...even just a few mins...

...

2010-07-19T20:19:00.003+08:00

Its the fifth day le...hows are you le?..Been eating regularly?..Anything nid my help?...will i still annoy you if i drop by to say hi?=(...wished i could talk wit you like normal...when will tat happen?..2day...i noe u passed by..but i just dun noe how to face it back then...a glance of you from the bus when on the way back...only if its like last time...hope you will be happy,as long as your happy,things gonna be fine...

when can i talk to u,gal.....misses..

对不起..我一只让你生气..=(

2010-07-11T23:04:00.005+08:00

7月11....空白的一天,脑子一片空白...昨天好想和你说的话好多好多....但是我知道....你不想和我说话而没多问了 =(..今天..很开心可以见到你.可是我们还是一样..话没两句..我几时才能回到像以前..能和你讲笑呢? 我真的真的很想知道到底是甚么造成你对我的反感呢?=( 很多时候,我只好假装,没听到..没感觉到=(.. 真希望知道我做了甚么让你有时看到我就觉得讨厌=(...之从那时...我一之直都很努力地在寻找答案...你说过的,我看是不能实现了;(..很开心可以拥有这种回忆;(..一心只想要你快乐..可是却让你气怒...对不起=(..只希望我还能在那天把我答应过的,送给你..=(...

好希望回到已前..再从新认识你=(...

Memories...

2010-07-09T22:35:00.002+08:00

although now days,i cnt do much for u anymore..will still try my best..its been a while since i hear the song ringing as my ringtone...like how its used to..even since tat day..i kept the two songs as the ringtones..hoping to hear it ring everyday. everytime i try to get an idea across...things always dun turn out well=(...really really hope tat i was able to interpret the message properly=(...always messed up...sometimes really hate myself...y? y? y? why do i keep cas misunderstanding wit ppl ard me. nth much turns out well...how i miss the times @ the beginning...b4 our Os whn i just bcame close frens wit others, whn i just get to noe u.. something went wrong back thn...and now i cnt find the ans or rather the solution i seek...

paper n ink..

2010-07-08T01:16:00.002+08:00

whn a few drops of ink stained a piece of paper...all thoughts were to change tis stain in a letter,a picture,even into a sentence or drawing..but will the stain still be seen as a stain or will it be seen as something being made out frm the stain of ink?=(

Time in my world seem to remain still...

2010-06-13T18:27:00.006+08:00

why do things always have to turn out this way.....why are we spacing futher and futher away from each other...i try to move towards but the futher u moved.Days i used to spend wit u pass so fast...but now...i'm all alone le..when can we talk like usual..i really hope tat day come soon... pls...come soon=(....

hard...

2010-06-10T19:32:00.002+08:00

gave in to my feelings....just hope we can chat like last times...

2010-06-06T14:53:00.002+08:00

Till tat day,i didnt realise tat the ways which one show care can actually cause different effects..hmm..tink i failed mine.since now i noe le,i shall try to change n adapt=).if u happen to read tis..gal,giv me some time k..i will try my best all over again=D.

2010-06-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

All i wanted is to spend time wit you while i can..happily.Why do things have to turn out tis way..why? i noe 1 day i will not have anymore chance to do so le..i'm still tryin my best..to be there for you when u nid someone..whenever i have time..i noe we may not be tgt in the end but..i just hope to be with you happily,take care of you before time runs out...can't tis wish of mine happen? even if its just one day..i will be content alrdy..

2010-05-22T01:12:00.001+08:00

On the way home,saw the night skies filled wit stars..thought of times when we once wanted to watch star tgt..even so..it never been done.i just hope tat one day things tat we said,can be done tgt..wit ur company.
today,been a tiring day..msged you..waited for ur reply.if only i were busy..i wont tink so much..thought of you sometimes just come,memories..lonely....i pass my day..

2010-05-20T21:32:00.003+08:00

sometimes after wat many told me,it got me thinking is it really time to move on? i always wished time could repeat itself when we were in happy times,and repeat itself again and again..as i know i would never get bored of happy times i can have wit u..even though it maybe just a few hours sometimes even minutes.if only time can play in loop again n again.till one day i really feel tat i can no longer be there for u,i suppose i wont give up..as i believe ur worth the wait.

Worried

2010-04-27T23:49:00.003+08:00

Poly finally started,homework and projects started to enter my life again.however,grateful to be in an awesome class,wonderful classmates.Studying never been better.Hmm...recently doubts abt him getting more and more ...once a hardworking man,who always sleeps early for work 2moro...turned into someone who goes out during the nite or aft work and come home only during late hours.Even knowing all this i cnt do much...all messed up.Emotion control seems to get out of hand recently as well.Even though, i was tired after a day of studies n stuff...didnt really wan to go home...as i noe he will definitely be out..only back aft midnight.Having promised to be faithful to parther till forever..one shld keep to the promise and never breaks it..if one cnt keep their word,he shld nt be fit to be tgt..for now question overfills my mind.

Lastly...i'm sorry for making you angry..maybe i could have look at things at a different view...really sorry abt it.As u noe the foolish me often make mistakes..

Debt-Free!! xD

2010-04-04T02:23:00.003+08:00

Been a while since last posted.Finally, i am now able to clear all small and big debts which i owe to others.Thankful to hav brothers,frens who was able to hlp me out during the times when i was havin problems wit money..havin able to live debt free is really different.Over the past few weeks,many things had changed.

recently the usually lazy me thought abt many things, one that really bothers is to go against conscience in a way...till now i still dun noe if it is right or wrong..somehow time will provide the ans tat we are seeking..however on the other hand a plot which will reveal bits n pieces abt specific character of him which is being tested. "have something on one's conscience, to feel guilty about something, as an act that one may considers wrong" till now the point tat i'm postin..still wondering if the right step was taken..recallin sights of the man eats man world and the ugly reality which i once lived in. hoping tis step will nvr bring events to a wrong turn.

2010-02-26T01:41:00.002+08:00

still wasn't able to forget the times we spend scolding each other...when u still care for me...now tat ur gone..i can only be for you tis far...hopin tat u will be happy..if ur happen to read tis..i wan u to let go of past as ppl will understand ur meant well k! be a blissful stupid gal yea!

Lonely...in my world..

2010-02-24T22:15:00.003+08:00

met u...spoke wit u...frens wit u...close wit u...liked u...changed 4 u...disappointed u...my best 4 u...loved u...gav up on u...confused abt u...hearts u...n finally lost u...but now i'm no longer confused...my heart sunk..maybe i still nid u....

we seem to drift away.....=(

2010-02-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

Blank and White photos-Contrast World

2010-02-09T21:19:00.011+08:00

Hmm...recently few things took place...feel so hopeless when u noe they are in trouble but u cant help much...nth much to post though..enjoy the photos ba....jia you! stupid gal!=)..

Night-cycling to Khadti !!!

2010-02-01T23:43:00.010+08:00

New Photos taken during night-cycling =)
Enjoy n Comment pls! =)
Postings are below the photos=)
Took me a few mins in order to catch the proper angle for tis light effect=)
(after catching the the lighting angle i wan,moved on to play wit lights to achieves the effect of showing difference n contrast of the newer n older (or rather the more damaged)

following photos were taken wit worm view=) a new angle i read abt frm a book 'Envisioning Science' during my genting trip.nth special,mm..just hope to show a 'patterned' effect.
Hoped to show a feeling of 'lonely'.mmm..didn't really able to take a better shot due to limit of my handphone flashlight. hahas

Notice the little 'circle' shape on the top right corner? hehes, this shot came frm a inspiration which a teacher gave me, its a attempt for lomography xD. Managed to create only a similar effect though.

Hahas,overall..the night cycling trip was great! Me n my bros(derrick,weng ying,jin kai n zaim) managed to cycle frm woodlands to khadti=) Following photos were all taken @seletar reservoir while we were taking a break.B4 going to the reservoir, we aso went to yishun to get some food n dessert xD Beancurd city is the name!!! hahas,went there to try out their beancurd n glass-jelly which they were famous for=) tasted real good! nth like other which outside were selling=D do try if u have a chance everyone! hahas,credits goes to derrick for introducing tat place for our dessert.hehes.after all the cycling.went back to jin kai's sis hse to slp.lols we slept at ard 6.30am,as usual all only manage to wake up at ard 10am i suppose=) all end well.

Hahas!!! I'm back!!!!

2010-01-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

hello everyone!!! just came back frm genting trip few days ago. hehes was too busy to post right after i reach home xD. anyway the genting trip was great!!!!! way better than i thought!!! hahas,going theme parks having meals n shopping with frens couldn't be better xD. hehes, the part of the trip i like the most was to try 'SPACE SHOT' !!!!(Black n White Photo taken when was Q-ing) ever tried being carried all to way to ard 7 floors or higher n experience a freefall? hahs, tat was wat we experience in tis ride!!! hell fun!!! after i tried for the 1st time, i went on for a 2nd n 3rd time wit my frens!!! damn fun!! everyone shld try it xD but no for the faint-hearted yea?=) hahas,the trip started with our lunch @ pizza hut,shopping for the day we arrived^^.then spend most of the 2nd day in the theme park( we play frm morning till the theme park close for the day!!! hard to Blieve yea?),after the theme park,went for bowling.hahs,1st time to see glow in the dark bowling alley xD gives me a feeling like pubs just tat theres no alcohol yea xD. hmm..although the three days ended fast but i'm pretty sure everyone tat went for the trip enjoyed it!=D Hopefully, we will be able to organise another trip out with fren in the future!^^ Rmb to tag too yea~ =D

Loved you....but its all my wishful thinking..i guess..

2010-01-13T21:22:00.003+08:00

i dun noe wat to say anymore...i thought u would be the only one i tat can trust 100%,thought u would be my reason to smile frm my heart again...thought tat 1 day all my hard work n times i got through will allow me to get you back...thought tat i found some1 i can dote on...thought tat i got some1 tat would care for me when i'm nid some1...thought tat u would notice all the changes i made for u in my life...thought tat i would be able to giv u happiness with my efforts...thought tat i would be the 1st one u tink of when u nid hlp...thought tat u would be the one.Now i noe tat all these were my own hopes..i got nth much to say. i nvr regret doing everything for u..just regret tat i nvr been able to see the smile u used to giv...thanks for making me the happiest man in the world once n all the memories..i will keep it in my heart..

Day 24 =(

2010-01-08T03:16:00.002+08:00

Went to TP for open house.Hmm...kinda confused as till now i still dun really noe wat course to go for....results coming out in ard 3 days.After the open house,went to IKEA for some shopping and finally manage to find a frame tat can match wat i had been tryin to find.hahas xD.Been thinkin of you all the while...wondered if u will get to noe...hope to see ur smiley face soon.

Day 22 =( back to the black n white world...

2010-01-05T22:08:00.004+08:00

waked up late in the morning.....hmm...found a cure i guess..now is the money problem..haiz..tats y 2day went to look for a stable job i suppose.Finally! manage to find a part time job @taka!^^ hopefully able to earn my $2000.lol. after the job hunting @taka,went to bugis to see if there is bttr jobs then went for some shopping as well=).Hmm....leaving 2moro le yea?=( Just hope tat u will take good care of urself during the trip..gonna miss you i guess.

Day 21 =( hmm....

2010-01-04T01:03:00.002+08:00

Another day just went passed..i'm still confused..what shld i do? what did i do wrong this time? i tired...and i 'm still trying. in a way, i dun feel u fufilling ur part of our promise...why?=(

Day 17-19=( Escaped 2 times

2010-01-01T20:05:00.003+08:00

Took some photos after letting go of photography=)

Theme: Forgotten Memories

28th December-Jeannie's Chalet
Went to jeannie's chalet tgt with weng ying,jin kai,derrick n terry.hahas,as usual went to get drinks n stuff after checking in for the chalet.Hmm..had BBQ for dinner,then went to pasir ris park for a night walk with everyone whos awake at tat moment of time.Had fun n went home early on the afternoon of 29th Dec tgt with derrick n si hao xD.
30thDecember-Pulau Ubin
Early in the morning ard 8.30am,me derrick,sammie n wendy meet up for our trip to Pulau Ubin.hahas,trip was postponed to ard 9am as me n sammie was late xD.Then took ferry frm changi terminal jetty point to Pulau Ubin(Cost 2.50 each person for 1 ride). Rent bicycles frm the shops there n we start roaming the island!!!hahas,with derrick as our leader! xD The track we took was really fun! Filled with slopes tat u nvr find in urban city which we live in xD. Unexpected things always happens,met MOSES biking there as well!! xD After biking,had a meal @a seafood restaurant n went back to the urban city for shopping@tampines! xD During the night,went to bugis with some frens for k-box till nex day morning.Was real fun! Neverending Laughter xD
31th December-I survived again...
Hmm..after the k-box,went home bath n slept for ard 1 hour i tink. Then after sorting out my stuffs n do some chores,rush to get ready for a movie.When on the way,rushing to the train station,some fucking taxi driver hitted me,yea n i kinda fly 1m away frm the taxi i guess...damn it..my phone,everything flew.And wat most irritates me is tat the driver came out from his taxi n checked his car b4 asking me if i'm alright. Fuck him..so old le still drive so aggressively,i punched his taxi hood -_- n then walked off...haiz...bo bian hes too old for me to wack nor i hope to get money frm him somehow...anyway i kinda damaged his taxi in a way as well. Haiz...this was my 2nd time surviving...1st was a bus near my sch' CC area,whereby the bus side mirror hitted n injured my shoulder..now its a fucking taxi which send me flying..both times was public tranports.Dun noe how many more can i escapes death..hahas skali nex time its a train?? T.T Still in a way, i would rather all these happen only if u would care for me...during the nite went to sze ling hse to celebrate new year.hmm..4 of them was playing mahjong till nex morning while all others fell aslp one after another...
1st January-New Year Day!!
Went to work as usual but went off early today as was too tired after fews day without enough rest.Haiz...but it kinda gave me a chance to think over so many things..sometimes i really hope tat u could understand wat i'm trying for you..are you really trying as we promised each other....we both wished for the better but i really nid u to open ur door for me to enter...locking me outside sometimes just does not help...i really feeling miserable...misses..

Day 12=( Hahas,i'm lost somehow..

2009-12-26T01:59:00.002+08:00

went to work @seng kang,board bus965 instead of bus161 end up late for ard 15mins..sianz..hmm. been kinda tired these few days due to no enough sleep xD..kinda dissppointed today. somehow i was not able to do sales as natural as usual le...lost the feeling of persuading ppl or rather promoting the items properly...my motivation's gone...haiz...lol. can see tat chen kai,zhao kai,chris n roy tank kinda disappointed when they heard abt my sales..sorry guy. hmm...seems like my back injury getting bad to worse. sudden pain tat unbearable starts to occur every now and there..hmm..no noe wat to do...so many things to take care of....plus now my sales are kinda dropping..all cas i no longer have tat much of passion which i used to when i had a wish in mind..now working as a robot...hoping to find 1 soon.

Day 9,10=(

2009-12-23T01:06:00.003+08:00

hahs...was too tired to blog ytd xD...anyway,ytd was kinda boring day for me.hmm...went to work as usual and location was woodlands again-_-.but something creepy took place when i was clearing one of the blks assign to me.mmm...tink its either blk 834 or 835 i guess..i was actually going to onf of the section of 10th floor.however,tis particular section of 10th floor seems to be not occupied by anyone or maybe the families there was not ard when i was there..but i'm kinda sure tat the last unit there was not occupied as there were lots of flyers all over the gates and doorway.but still i decided just try knocking on the door..after a few knocks i turn ard..but when i was abt to walk off a little boy voice came shouting 'lai le!'(coming in chinese).i also dun understand why..i turned back and tried knocking at the door a few more times..but still no respond..so i walked off.when i walked off,the little boy voice came again! tis time it says 'zhen de! zhen de! (really! really! in chinese).Damn.....it was creepy esp when these no other ppl ard or tagging with me for the block..zzz..

hahas...anyway tat was ytd...today went for training at wheelock place's burger king at 1pm.hmm...overslept and end up 15mins late for the training..but however the trainer,chris was really easy-going.hahas,the training last for ard 2hrs..then went to plaza singapura's spotlight to find some glass 'parts' i need..hmm...didn't manage to find it there so i went to china-town to try my luck.hmm...clear streets whereby the names nvr heard before and aso the people's park centre,zhen zhu shopping complex and also chinatown point.lastly i went further away from the station...and end up lost T.T.....ate dinner alone at a unknown place then continue to ask for direction....thanks to all those 'helping hand' ar,i tink i walked in circles-_-...while asking for directions...i came upon tis group of uncles who i thought lives nearby and went forward to ask for directions...end up...5 uncles all point different direction!!! WTF!!! all still dare tell me'' xiao di we all ar live here shi du nian liao..dun worry..LOL! how they expect me to go all 5 different direction sia?? xD hahas,but still i was able to find the train station after asking the correct people.. xD

Day 7=( a bad day....

2009-12-20T02:41:00.002+08:00

went to work as usual,today's location was in woodlands.hmm...wan not feeling but still hope to earn more money.hahs. when i just start work for the day ,it was still raining kinda heavily...haiz..manage to survive till the first block without getting caught much in the rain..but when going to the second block,end up getting drenched.>.< was feeling feverish before starting work but seems to get better after getting drenched.hahs..kinda weird.=P total earnings for the day was ard $80 for 7hours of work xD.however,nothing worst could have happen...my spine injury seems to worsen day by day after work....T.T..dun noe wat i shld do wit it.. Still i'm looking forward to the concert 2moro@esplanade xD.been a long while since i go for performance i guess.head's getting kinda heavy...gonna slp..

Day 6=( Great tat ur happy! xD

2009-12-19T03:00:00.003+08:00

Went for a interview in orchard with geok ting today for a telemarketing job=).was told to call the personal-in-charge when i reached wheelock place, end up been told to go to forum the shopping mall.upon reachin forum the shopping mall,i called again and once again been told to go to orchard hotel...its like a treasure hunt-_-..lol.in order to get the job,we were asked to take up a test which is to sell 2pens @$9 each in 1 day while leavin $7 with then as deposit,after we passed the test,we will asked to attend a 1hr plus training session b4 startin work.finally after finishing everything about the interview,went to paragon to meet her^^.hahas, been quite some time since i last met her i guess..but still i was veri happy to see her smile=).hahas,somehow..as long as i see that ur happy...i'm contented=).

Day 5=(Another Day @work

2009-12-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

hahas,in the end i still went to work today.lol.actually aso thanks to me 'shi fu',named chen kai, who taught me sales=D.ytd nite when he called to tell me abt the nex day work location n stuff..he actually aso told me some of his own experience working during his secondary school times.hmm..mainly somehow he inspired me tat there are actually so many things tat we can start doing when we are teenagers.For example,saving up for our poly life and future=).for today, i went to tampines alone to work..hmm kinda boring though but just like wat my 'shi fu' tell me 'i shld actually do everything i can while i can,as 1 day when i'm old and no longer able to run and so on,its too late to regret le'.after 1 long day of moving ard to get restock n do door-to-door sales,i manage to earn a total of $86 in ard 4.5hrs of work. hahas,somewat i feel really lucky to meet chen kai as my shi fu.lol but still i feel contented for my earnings,and thankful to have a good and friendly guy as my trainer in sales.I will try my best de! shi fu! xD

Day 4=( Target Reached! =D

2009-12-16T02:40:00.003+08:00

yeape! today finally i manage to reach my target!=D mmm..went to tampines for door to door sales as usual like yesterday.hehes,manage to earn $70 in 6 hrs yesterday but for today,i actually manage to earn $100 in5 hrs!!!! xD hard to believe eh? cas even me find it hard to believe.so for now i have earned a total of ard $260 in the past 3 days.hahs,so happy!!!! xD taday while doing my door to door sales,met a lady who didn't buy anything from me but guess wat? she actually wanted to employ me as their part-time promotor in taka!! and she actually requested me to leave her my contact no. so that she could contact me asap.hehes,it sure was unexpected.anyway,really hope to get everything done by christmas,so as to see her smiling face^^.tink thats all for the day!=)

Day 2=( -Work tryout as a door to door promotor=)

2009-12-14T01:18:00.002+08:00

wa...2day kinda tiring for me. waked up 10am in the morning to prepare for my part-time job as a door to door promotor. was on time to meet my boss chen kai @1pm,then went on to blocks assign to us.all thanks to my shi fu 'chen kai',he taught me lots of sales tactics which was really useful in my sales of keychain for the day. hahas,manage to earn a total of $76 in 7 hours time! xD was so happy to get such a result for my 1st day of work! chen kai was aso stunned when i told him tat i manage to clear all 50 keychains.hahas xD. arrived home @ ard 10.45pm..hmm..did some housework,then went to bath=D.went on to check my e-mails n job search webs to chck if any other part-time job was available,send a few more e-mails for new job post found. hahs,guess tats all for the day gonna go slp le.=) hope to hit my target soon! =D

Day 1=(

2009-12-12T19:28:00.002+08:00

since the start of day,so many things have been happening..@ard1am,me,jin kai,dick,weng ying,terry went night-cycling to chong pang and have nasi lemak as usual xD hahas.then went to look for 24hrs cybercafe but end up the nearby cybercafes there were either fully booked,or require membership to use their computers..haiz...end up cycling back to woodlands.before heading back to jk house,we went to explore Admiralty Park.As we enter deeper into the forested area of the parks,there was no street lamp to light up the track..cycled slowly in.As the weather was good,we were able to see the dark sky filled with lots of stars,was really really a beautiful scenery.Do try it if anyone have a chance yea! xD When on the way back to jk house,went to 883plaza to get some drink,then accompanied dick to return si hao bike xD.When we finally reached at jk house,everyone's sort of knock out xD.By the time everybody have their shower,its already ard7am in then morning.

Fell asleep....when i waked up everyone was awake..jk's mum prepared lunch for us. Hahas,thanks aunty!! xD After our lunch,everyone left jk house @ ard4pm.Reached home in ard 20mins..was really tired X.X..gonna sleep early tonight i guess.

Sometimes,just wonder what happen to me..to be able missed even such details.is it Bcas i'm no longer caring enough to know wat she nids or is it tat it just cant take place?Hope time will able to give me an answer..

In a way,today was really a mixture of happy and unhappy happenings=(...

My Birthday!!! xD

2009-12-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

This year birthday,i try my 1st time sneaking to Malaysia without letting my dad noe LOL! but luckily,my mum allowed me to go xD. hahs,spend the whole day @city square shopping,eating and watched a movie! Wo Ho whole day of fun man! gonna miss tis Experience! xD aft reaching S'pore,Rushed back home for an online presentation..sianz..the online meeting was kinda boring@.@..ppl talking frm other country talking over the microphone while powerpoint slides are being flashed on browser..haiz...whole thing lasted for 1hr plus OMG!!.After the online meeting,finally got a chance to check my phone,cas phone was flat when in M'sia T.T ,but still THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!! FOR ALL UR WISHES!!! I'M REALLY HAPPY!!! =D

Another day just passed....

2009-12-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

Hmm...recruitment agency didn't call today...guess its a gone case.Today after talking to some of my friends,i finally noe wat the world becoming to...In a way i kinda noe who are those tat i can trust fully n who i can't.Hate to admit it but its a fact.During the afternoon,stayed @ home started thinking abt lots of things.I'm sorry for disappointing you but i guess the best way may be for me to learn how to let go...i will try my best...i suppose..

Wat hav I done....

2009-12-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

i really hoped i can pretend tat these few days didnt take place...i'm sorry for being unreasonable n not showin u care for the past fews days...i really regreted wat i have done...i hoped for a another chance...but i guess it may be too late.You may hate me, i understand...i'm really sorry...its my fault for no thinkin before i speak.I really hope i can have the chance to clear tis misunderstanding..I got more upset when i get to noe tat you're sick...i didnt take good care of you n instead i disappoint u..